-->it's been two years since west Grove
my life just speeded and backtracked
it was fast pace and i can't keep up
people are just so... complicated.
ya that's a good description.
it used to be everyday-sameday all the time.
Nowadays? oh just everyday-drama mayhem all the time
can't say i hate it, can't say i like it
There's nothing much to say but how i miss the times
when i didn't have to face dramas everyday
Soon, it'll be 3 years from westgrove.
it seems just like yesterday when we discussed about how
lax the teachers are.
''you can practically continue writing after they say stop''
ya and then mdn neo glared at me and xin yun when i'm stealing her diary/journal
ya simple...
nothing sweet, nothing bitter, just normal plain water
(lol is that a rhyme?)
i won't say i suffered much in sec1
it's just very ironic to see people who i never saw scream at me
ya and there are the laughters, the whispers
though i still attract that, now
seriously! i just heard amanda/shreya say that they said i was crying during folk dance
(ok backtrack time- our lame folk dance 'cher wanted me and Geraldine go up infront and
dance solo in front of class coz we never dance last week)
true i was pissed beyond description
i was glaring at the teacher and rolling my eyes
but crying? uh that's rather far fetched
oh well i guess it's more interesting to spin a story rather than the truth
i paired up with lf coz she's very lonely on the late part of the year
jing shan, when we sat beside each other and started talking bout manga and anime
Amanda, comes in a package with Priscilla
Priscilla , is nice but have not much to say
Christine, butted onto my table when i was clearly minding my own business reading my book
(ok, i'm being sarcastic,sorry, but that's to get bak at you 4 saying me and lf)
Li pei , came during sec2, when jasmine and Geraldine left
shreya, came coz christine the ''flower'' invited bee
(okay, sarcastic again sorry)
that's it for class ba
in westgrove, there are hamizah (oh shit, i forget her name's spelling!!!)
xiang ming, xin yun, Hannah and Shawna, michelle, uh... remember someone
who always bring pooh everywhere, oh it's lin jia hui! Abigail
xin yun, it should be when we drew up the neopets thingy lol
abigail, who can forget u who threw a damn eraser bit into my mouth using a G2
jia hui, her xiao huang la lol
xiang ming, very nice and cheerful
shawna and hannah , oh yea i saw them , i was so surprised i ended up tripping
over myself , embarrassing -_-"
michelle- cl class duh
i guess there are more but i forget the names
so sry...
well this is long sia

Labels: memories

- Y staring out into the night

i'm worried...for myself... next year i'm going to be all alone again
abandoned. end of story. haru haru i feel like i'm slipping off into a world no one knows
these days i have 0 friend contact
i'm scared of making contact
everybody seems to be happy except for me..why ? well yes i am mean to be people but that does not mean i do not like a person. everybody never sees the other side of the story..
look at meg cabot's princess diaries. lily didn't want to be friends with mia, and everyone just says lily's being mean and feels sorry for mia
guys dun you see, she has her reasons, first j.p dates her because well mia is unavailable..and all the time they were dating he was in love with mia all along
second, mia dumped her brother for her own reasoning
third, mia totally stamped on her and left her stranded at the student government LAST MINUTE!
and that's only the reasons i'm typing there are many reasons why mia is seriously the one who caused her own misfortunes
i'm not saying it;s all mia's fault but partly...yes it's her fault

so ...why can't somebody relise that basically i have my reasons if i'm mean to you
i'm all alone ...
next year would be worse i wonder who i could turn to next year
i guess i'm destined to be.. a loner in this cold bitter world
i'm trapped in a hole watching the day passing by...haru haru하루 하루
i could not escape...
tired, i dun even dare to show my face and go out...how pathetic of me

- Y staring out into the night

hies long time no post ler! well basically during the holidays ...
it's preety lame.
*no comment*
yes i noe go out ...right... and then ... what else....
my mum's out listening to a buddhist lecture by her idol
God that's the first time i've heard that someone's idol is a priest...
my mum is so weird
anyway i haven do my hw yet all of them to be honest
to be honest all i've been doing for the holidays is lazing about sleeping
reading and that's it
oh wait playing chocobo is oso part of it (playstation)
well i'm making a new mv channel
i'm trying to improve quality hard tedious work...
so yes get a life i noe *yawn*i hab 0 life
which reminds me, damn there's going to be fd next year!!!
oh god west wood sux... sheesh... i hate this..
oh everything suck
i should probaly just shut up and think about the good points of life
thruth be told?
there's nth good about my life ...
nth geez i sound so melancholic
again
but seriously i'm jealous of everybody
envy is smth everybody refrain from contracting
why? coz they'll turn u to an idiot who thinks her life suck
and u can do nth coz basically that's just the way it is
^_^so yes ,,, >_<"" i'm an idiot

- Y staring out into the night

geez there;s nth to do! at home i sleep. when i'm outside i wan 2 go home.
sigh sigh sigh....
It was said that when you sigh , ur fortune(aka ur luck) will decrease .
At this rate i'm going...i'm probaly the world's most unlucky person coz
i sigh too much ... sigh... i read that from
aiya y can't i do smth else other than this.
i haven do a single piece of hw ... what to do what to do?!
gosh ... sometimes u luv holidays sumtimes u just hate them...
oh yea! i remembered smth!
my youtube hav died on me for 1 MTH!! can u believe it?!
it always say smth about error ya noe.
must be coz of too much accounts lor sigh
now i alot anime cannot watch
-la bi xiao xin you noe
and doremon
aiya coz these cannot be found in veoh and crunchyroll
the subbed version i mean
but actually youtube removed a lot of good anime!
so did veoh!
for example lucky star subbed eng was removed!
and oso detective conan!!!
can't belive my luck sia...

- Y staring out into the night

guys... i realli realli dun noe what to do this time...
seriously if u did not talk to ur 2 best friends for like 1 yr.
what the hell r u going to say to them?!!!
especially ur best friend's scary sis is there too!
i mean that sister is really really scary....
how do i describe it.?
okay so yeah i call my best friend, her sister picks up the phone
then...
she screams swear words at you at a damn loud voice ><
all the times i called, that's what happened...

AND BASICALLY I LIKE MY HOUSE(my room to be exact>w<) so i hate going out of it.
so yeah i wanna cancel it !!!
but then i promised them.

anyways,,, why THE HELL AM I ALWAYS PULLED OUT OF HOUSE

- Y staring out into the night

... i cut my hair...

- Y staring out into the night

you know... sometimes when you do ur hw u feel like there's smth better to do other than... studying and stuff. well.. let's just say yes . first i feel like doing hw but the moment i look at it, i want to do smth else. so i switch on my laptop and then i realised that i dun hav anything to play or read or watch. and then u feel like wanting to do ur hw... sigh! why is that whenever i am busy i'll have a whole stack of stuff to do and when i'm free , i'm free.
well i've started trying to type the hw, you know. But i started on para 2 and felt super sian thus ,,, nth.I've decided on Mathilda , for my book review. c.c and the secret dragon society for the oral.
and of course another book that i have not decided.
chinese... *groaned* uhm i can't even get past one page! why>? i was kinda... okay fine i'll stick to the truth. i can' read a lot of the characters!
就是这样所以不能读吗, miss rahimah 还说我有一天已定能够找到我喜欢的书. 有找到不懂的读有又没用.sigh i used a new chinese program that allows me to type characters in chinese for only 30 days... no free meals in the world these days.
and this ends my very very short post about homework again
JIARRA!
^_^

- Y staring out into the night