Thursday, October 16, 2008 :: 5:22 AM

ever heard of the sentence, 'those who do not know, teach' ? well i tell you it's true, not meaning much of the teachers but basically the whiniest of parents. and who would that be?
my parents la
who else? from i was a kid, the 2 of them kept telling me that i should respect them as they are older than me. i do not. why? coz they are neither wiser nor smarter than i. why is that so? coz basically if they took MY TEST they'll probably get F9s on ALMOST ALL the subjects
so why should they criticize me when they themselves are nowhere perfect.

my mother was a perfectionist, someone who makes sure things are perfect. OH NO, she doesn't care about herself being perfect. it's us her children who have to be perfect.
is that fair? when i have never wanted nor cared to be perfect.
thank God for giving me some self resilience or i would have became the robot my mom always dreamed of. masterpieces of the society as she called. What a pathetic woman when herself was nothing near perfect
She's a super Buddhist or so she presume however she fails much to do almost all the things.
the ultimate goal in Buddhism is...(wait i have to think) smth about free from suffering
well suffering . the first step is to not wish for anything and be happy with what one has.
she failed that
she was forever never ever satisfied
soon i did not care for giving her the satisfaction of boasting my results to her fellow
friends who share the same interest. that was when i was p4 (or it's just coz i started to want to play games lmao) and so i ignored whining from her and received my bitter medicine
caning is an obvious step i suppose. i have lived through these years to see 13 years of moons.
what a surprise and achievement for i doubt nobody could possibly live through these few years. i should be proud heh
i guess the weather's turning me emo.
or maybe it's just something called 'the melancholy of my life' heh
that's right i guess
i hate them but they don't know. i appears quite ..say... emotionless or insesitive to emotions and feelings of other people.
why is that so? well ... that would be because of my family background.
for 10 years, .... i have never felt loved before


- Y staring out into the night


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